I purposely have not talked much about food. Frankly, I wasn’t sure how I was going to react to fast. I didn’t know if a piece of chicken was going to send me over the edge or if I was going to down the work room’s spread of my favorite chips, dips, cakes and pies at lightening speed. Anyone who knows me, is very aware that I love food, to eat a variety of meals, to cook, discover new recipes etc. I normally eat 3 times a day chalked with meat, carbs, fat, and the healthy/unhealthy snacks in between. To be completely honest, I was AFRAID of failing myself and God. My family is not on the Daniel fast and I must cook them a regular meal, so I knew that this was going to definitely be a challenge. I guess that is what is what is so good about the fast, God has presented me with a challenge each day and I make it my goal to complete it. So, what is the verdict from the first week? I am HUNGRY, for God’s word. The fast has made me focus more on God’s will for my life and even when I have cravings, I am not as quick to indulge in them. This is a NEW concept for me, for years I have “dieted” for every other reason but for God. Each time I would last two, three days tops, and by Wednesday, I was making excuses as to why I needed to make a run to Eggroll City for Hot n Sour Soup only to end up purchasing Shrimp Kung Pao with Fried Rice and Cheese Wontons. Now I know your wondering, why is this time different? Two Main Points: One, the Daniel Fast is not a diet. When people say “Daniel Fast diet” I think, wait, this is not a diet, I am full, God fulfills me throughout my prayers and devotional time. Also, the food choices are abundant and generally I eat until I am satisfied. What’s more important is that I don’t make excuses as to why I can’t make this sacrifice for God. He has blessed me in so many ways, Phil 4:13 says that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, and I can’t understand why I haven’t leaned on these words more. But its working and God is working on me like he did with Jacob when he changed his name to Israel , straightening me out. (Genesis 35:10) Two, I am making my choices with God not on my own, before this fast, I was doing everything on my own with what I wanted in mind. God has to be apart of every plan and purpose in my life. Even when preparing food for my family, I have not picked at the edge of a burger or popped a chip in my mouth because the relationship I am creating with God is so much more satisfying.
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